I first saw him sitting on a curb and chelsea said “poor tom” because they were supposed to come over that night, but instead they got arrested. I remember she was driving, and I turned my head quickly to take a long glance at him.

I met him when he came over to hang out with Amanda. They played darts.. as I thought to myself “why does amanda get all these cute guys to like her?” We fought. I was trying not to flirt so the only words that could come out were “ok” plus it was my thing at the time. He thought I was annoying and it was obvious.

the next outing I recall was at the restaurant sauce. Chelsea and I ordered two pizzas, and two mac and cheeses. I was still hungry, but considering I didn’t want to eat in front of him I told him he could have it. We chatted about prom and such, I wanted so bad for him to ask me. I was even thinking to myself how to get it passed my at the time boyfriend. we from there went to urban.. and briefly remember flirting.

I was in dance, the day Jrow asked Chelsea if he could get my number to give to tom. immediately Chelsea said “don’t hurt tom” I laughed… knowing some truth behind it.

We text each other occasionally, and all of the sudden we stopped talking, he just flat out stopped texting me. I stayed the night over at Aryn’s and she told me tom and amanda hooked up in the pool hmmm I didn’t like this too much so I texted that fool and put him in his place!

we texted the entire summer… first every other day, then everyday, then all day, then all day everyday. the summer grew longer. it got to the point where I counted down the days until he came home.

Our zodiac signs are the most compatible, when I told him, he said that the stars were on his side. thats when I really started to believe in destiny. 

I had Jrow, vinny, chelsea, and Austin over at my house, and Tom sent me a text that said all he thinks about when He wakes up is me and guitar, lunch time me and guitar, dinner time me and guitar. I shared this text out loud because I wanted them to think I was somewhat special to tom.

I made up excuses to talk to him on the phone. Jrow told me he didn’t like to talk on the phone… but it seemed as if with me he did.

He wrote me a beautiful song. Which I love when he does play it..

he came home and ironically it was the first day he made me cry. ha I was a baby!

the first time he kissed me he was so nervous that he nearly missed. it was in my car and it was the day he got a hair cut.

We went to dinner at deluxe burger for the first time, so darling..

We hung out the rest of the summer every day. We became “FBO” quickly because I couldn’t wait to be considered “Tom’s girl”

His mom went out of town, and so we had a cute night with dinner… We watched t.v. and slept effortlessly together.

I took him to Page, and it was as if I released a part of me that I didn’t know if he would accept or not. It was one of the best times I have ever had.

On Halloween we coordinated it was so darling. The theme was 20’s ha. We turned heads haha must say the best looking couple!

Tom’s 19th birthday I tried so hard to make amazing for him. We went to a huge party at ben’s house and I have to admit it was pretty cool.

Somewhere between the beginning to now, I fell completely madly in love with Tom Gospill. We may fight so passionately but I truly believe that is because we love each other so incredibly passionately.i tried to write down every memory I have of us, and all I could remember was the good, because the bad don’t matter. no fight is worth giving up all tom and I have experienced together.  Rather it be destiny or luck I love this boy to death. I could just tell there was something about him.