January 2010
12 posts
scared;
not knowing.
I honestly
Can tell nobody, whats been planted on my heart slowly growing.
Sad really...
How girls rely on men to make them happy.
In thoughts
of what might be, or what could be makes my entire body shiver and shake with regret and remorse. I wonder why, why couldn’t I be strong enough to allow the pain to escape my heart with no less then a single scare. How must I wallow with the thoughts of you touching them, however you always come right back to my heart. It as if you created a small nest where you feel you may leave and come...
"lets forget,"
… “Yeah a new start!”
How may I have a new start if I’m not over the past? I’m happy, however I know heartbreak is in the future with whichever road I may take… I dont need anyone, if you walk out then stay gone because I dont need somebody to cry to. I’ll be perfectly fine. We all come in this world alone, and we get out of it alone as well. I shiver...
oh darling
if anyone knew, how it came about, how I quickly started to mold myself tord someone I will never be. If anyone knew the moment when I allowed cheating, lying, to be okay. If anyone remembered me at my highest point, in love without bliss… if anyone knew him, you would loose it too….
-Desiree’
I think it's
Cute. How other people believe I need them. I would be just fine alone, but for now I have people with me… but only for now, as they fade I wont even cry a tear.
“Do you want the truth? Or the little white lie that makes you happy?”
“Do not do what you would undo if caught.”
– Leah Arendt
I believe,
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the problems of promises of eternal passion. That is just...
My life
is perfect for me. I have everything and everybody I need with even a few extras. I am finally happy. I’ve learned NOBODY can MAKE you happy, and NOBODY can MAKE you miserable. Its all in your own head and heart. Things change… Live with it. If you can’t adapt to new changes you will never go anywhere. As people leave and hurt me, as they will I shall remain myself, smile…
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HEY turkey tits!
I realized one more thing you can be jealous of!!!
I’M A GOOD FRIEND! NEVER A BACKSTABBER!
and that sweetheart you may never take away!