December 2009
10 posts
Hey are you happy now?
You were so jealous of me that you had to do the first thing that you could to hurt me, to try to tear me down! Congratss! It worked for awhile you ruined what You and I had… not much of anythigng if you really think about it. Your a sorry excuse for a human being right along with the bitch next to you. I would think that you would have realized the pain and long term affects that this would...
to my lost friend,
I remember the time not long ago When we laughed and shared it all We were the very best of friends Or at least that’s what I thought. I often wonder why friendships end What happens to that tie How can someone once so close Just wave you off with a good bye I must have been lacking I must have been wrong I was the friend to you That you were to me all along. I was loyal I know I was true But...
Drift away.
as I did to you.
Theres no words that can make you see.
the pain that was inside of me.
I’m not fixed but i’m almost healed.
sisnt bare with me, no big deal.
Isnt it possible for someone to look inside and not see your actions, but your feelings? Jus go no big deal. Rather i’m with you or her, I will always be me.
....
I have honestly came tp the point where liars, Cheaters and Fake people a frequent. However I shall never understand why people do the things they do. Some things just dont make since, I guess they arent really supposed to. I try my hardest these days to never lie. I hate liers. I guess I never understood the pain of being lied to, or cheated on… I learned my lesson and to the person I hurt...
Proud
PROUD of my broken heart since thou didst break it,
Proud of the pain I did not feel till thee,
Proud of my night since thou with moons dost slake it,
Not to partake thy passion,
my humility.
Heart
Heart, we will forget him, You and I, tonight! You must forget the warmth he gave, I will forget the light. When you have done pray tell me, Then I, my thoughts, will dim. Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging I may remember him!
NOBODY!
Let me go back! NOBODY! do whatever it takess!
Some ideas.
1. Tie my feet to my hands hang me from a 100 feet drop until I come to my senses.
2. Get a Desi eating shark, throw me in the tank until I agree that I was insane.
3. Get a bulldozer and slowly roll over my body until I realize he hurt me.
4. Just shoot me.
*The possibilities are endless.*
Just do somethingg!!!!
Here we go again!
Aghhh He left me. At first I was… scared. Scared to be out of my “Safety” zone. However now… I’m fine happy. My heart was full of so much pain. hurt. lies. but now its like I scrapped it was the bottem up. My heart isn’t broken or bruised, just stonger.
He left me.
& i’m glad.
“Its not that i’m not breakable, it just i’m already broken”
– Desiree Day!